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(kiss me) [19 Jan 2006|10:27pm] my best year was sophomore year. my best summer was the summer before sophomore year. everyone has lost their fun. everyone is sad. everyone is bitter. about something. I'm sick of it. It's over. I get sad too but honestly other's people's sadness makes me sadder than anything. and I don't care if whoever reads this thinks I'm too selfish for the above statement to be truthful. and if so. fine, i'm selfish. that's why i let the girl that sits next to me borrow my book. because she didn't have hers. even though I really needed it. which will probably result in a C in that class. but I don't care. I can't say no and I feel sympathy probably ridiculously too much. I don't care if my friends don't want my sympathy, you're basically going to get it bastards. lol <3 if you are upset I don't want you to be. That's like nearly all of my friends nowadays. :-\ As we get older we get more and... sad. so let's stop growing up. This is just a note for Christopher Leary who is always there for me. like faultlessly he is what a true friend should be. and I love him for that.

(1 kisses*kiss me) [19 Jan 2006|10:27pm] my best year was sophomore year. my best summer was the summer before sophomore year. everyone has lost their fun. everyone is sad. everyone is bitter. about something. I'm sick of it. It's over. I get sad too but honestly other's people's sadness makes me sadder than anything. and I don't care if whoever reads this thinks I'm too selfish for the above statement to be truthful. and if so. fine, i'm selfish. that's why i let the girl that sits next to me borrow my book. because she didn't have hers. even though I really needed it. which will probably result in a C in that class. but I don't care. I can't say no and I feel sympathy probably ridiculously too much. I don't care if my friends don't want my sympathy, you're basically going to get it bastards. lol <3 if you are upset I don't want you to be. That's like nearly all of my friends nowadays. :-\ As we get older we get more and... sad. so let's stop growing up. This is just a note for Christopher Leary who is always there for me. like faultlessly he is what a true friend should be. and I love him for that.

(kiss me) [15 Jan 2006|06:45pm] huyy

(kiss me) [15 Jan 2006|06:26pm] I miss you more. More than words could describe.

(kiss me) [08 Jan 2006|03:22pm] man for some reason I ALWAYS feel the need to investigate and solve mysteries and secrets. like i usually DO solve whatever i try to. but sometimes I don't like what I find. Lots of the time actually. so I can't decide if these detective skills are good or not. I know what i try to. But I can never decide if i really want to know it when I'm through 'solving'... lol ugh. :( sometimes i hate being crafty. i can't decide if it's a good or bad quality. pff

(kiss me) wow [14 Dec 2005|06:51pm] so i enjoy this quick update feature. basically life is all about espanol y christopher leary. because I mean honestly in the grueling days of highschool what more is needed? haha the spanish party was fantastico. and I quite enjoy the talks me and christopher have whether it be about ugly boys or the use of infants for revenge. I hate bad writing. AND I HAVE A SORE THROAT! side note: I commend chris for nothing but originality. OOOO you get it :)

(kiss me) [26 Nov 2005|02:14pm] :) I was reading all journal entries. And lots of them are about Lauren. LOL we had hilarious times. aw. I miss you.

(1 kisses*kiss me) [26 Aug 2005|10:48pm] vbmncbmndfmbnm   fnmbvjfdgbjmfdbn

(kiss me) [13 Aug 2005|10:59am] Take the money and run! I've got a car we can steal and a suitcase full of hundred dollar bills.

(kiss me) [12 Jun 2005|10:45am] last night wasn't as bad as my last entry made it seem. i did miss lauren, and ender is really worrying me. :( like really. it was awesome hanging out with chris. i hadn't done that in awhile. i missed him. and jackie and sarah cracked me up. other odd things happened last night as well. it was half great and half, the opposite of great

(kiss me) [11 Jun 2005|08:37am] chillin before I go to work. I am really tired right now, but kind of bored. i bought new clothes, well a few new things at the mall. it felt good actually spending some of my money for once. now i must depart for work.

(kiss me) [09 Jun 2005|09:29pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Skyline Drive ] needless to say, today was awful. I am exhausted, I've done a lot of homework tonight, and that is crazy. Tomorrow is the last day of school. But I guess I need to.

(kiss me) [02 Jun 2005|10:32pm] This is for one particular female. Now I will understand never to blame you for hating me. I never did or said a thing, but things were filled in to where I didn't have to. I know how you feel and it's a lame sort of projection. But I know not to do it, because you did it to me. ANd it's ok. Thank you so much. You taught me, I just hope you learned from yourself. Your feelings seem so pliable now.

(kiss me) [31 May 2005|09:53pm] [ mood | worried ] so I'm procrastinating, but in all actuality, I DON'T HAVE TIME TO PROCRASTINATE. I have todo a 12 page report on the progression of women's role in theatre from past present to future in europe. FUCK THAT SHIT. :( help.

(kiss me) [29 May 2005|06:27pm] so YAY for hot exes and coworkers and friend of the enemy. yay for hot boys in general. and yay! for warwick kids telling me how great our grease was so i didn't have to pretend theirs was. YAY for twin kenickie and danny saying nice things. yay for fettichine alfredo (my favorite food) being made at 1 AM just cuz it is fun and for parents (not mine) who don't care who is over at what time. yay for good ice cream and singing hold my heart in the car with lauren. yay for GAME STOP. yay!!!!!!! for wearing dresses with meglynn <3 BOO for freaky kids named ryan who know too much about me just by memory who don't know the definition of diction. yay for running into that nice kid where ever i go. he is so nice :) boo for pointless entries that are boring you ppl. yay for the carnival. yay for meeting and remeeting ppl. :) yay for green tank tops and "let me show u how fast ic an change bitch" or "pretend im opening the laundry room door..." ok im done. tomoro is going to be some hardcore caesar and women's role in theatre time

(1 kisses*kiss me) [23 May 2005|10:25pm] [ mood | aw look at the cute happy face ] [ music | Pull on my hair Bright Eyes ] Your arm in mine, anytime. I wouldn't trade anything. You're still my everything. No need for reminding,                      you're still all that matters to me. <3 very pleased with all of you but some of you in particular :)                   and LAUREN MADE MY NIGHT! I have a lifetime's supply of sauce!!!! :-D I hope everyone gets the coolness of a huge stolen bag with lots of mild sauce.

(kiss me) [15 May 2005|09:55am] If you, if you could return, don't let it burn; don't let it fade I'm sure I'm not being rude, But it's just your attitude... it's tearing me apart. It's ruining everything I swore, I swore I would be true, And honey, so did you. So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand ? Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you? But I'm in so deep... You know I'm such a fool for you. You've got me wrapped around your finger. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to? Do you have to? Do you have to let it linger? Oh, I thought the world of you I thought nothing could go wrong But I was wrong, I was wrong. If you, if you could get by trying not to lie... Things wouldn't be so confused And I wouldn't feel so used But you always really knew I just wanna be with you. But I'm in so deep You know I'm such a fool for you You've got me wrapped around your finger. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to? Do you have to? Do you have to let it linger? But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you. You've got me wrapped around your finger Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to? Do you have to? Do you have to let it linger? You know I'm such a fool for you. You've got me wrapped around your finger. Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to? Do you have to? Do you have to let it linger?

(kiss me) [14 May 2005|11:23pm] I’m drunk off your kiss (kiss is metaphoric ) For another night in a row This is becoming too routine for me But you didn't mean to lead me on And it’s all right to pretend? That we still talk It’s just for show, isn’t it? It’s my fault that it fell apart? Just maybe you need this and you didn’t Mean to lead me on? You were everything I wanted but I just can't finish what I've started. There’s no room left here on my back It was damaged long ago Though you swear that you are true I still pick my friends over you My friends over you Please tell me everything, That you think that I should know About all the plans I made When you were no where to be found. And it’s all right to forget That we still talk It’s just for fun, isn’t it? It’s my fault that it fell apart Just maybe You need this and I didn’t Mean to lead you on You were everything I wanted but I just can't finish what I've started There’s no room left here on my back It was damaged long ago Though you swear that you are true I still pick my friends over you My friends over you Just maybe you need this You need this… And I didn’t Mean to lead you on You were everything I wanted but I just can't finish what I've started There’s no room left here on my back It was damaged long ago Though you swear that you are true I still pick my friends over… You were everything I wanted But I just can't finish what I've started There’s no room left here on my back It was damaged long ago Though you swear that you are true I still pick my friends over you My friends over you )parts of the song were revised or analyzed(

(1 kisses*kiss me) [13 May 2005|10:27pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] Well here's a letter from my thoughts. It's the first that I will send. I'd like to think this won't ruin anything.  It hurts more to keep it in ...and I'm filled with hopes yet not to miss....   'cause this might be to a friend. There's just something about you that makes me look again. Just thinking for the weekend maybe we could be something... some thoughts are well worth our time. And if we ever find out what this is all about, these thoughts were well worth our time ...  Well here's a letter from my thoughts. It's the first that I will send. I'd like to think this won't ruin anything.  It hurts more to keep it in ...and I'm filled with hopes yet not to miss....   'cause this might be to a friend. There's just something about you that makes me look again. Just thinking for the weekend maybe we could be something... some thoughts are well worth our time. And if we ever find out what this is all about, these thoughts were well worth our time ...    So forget about your hesistance. These words will walk you through warm memories wrapped in elegance. This time...this time, I sing to you, this time. Just thinking for the weekend maybe we could be something. Some thoughts are well worth our time, and if we ever find out what this is all about, these thoughts were well worth our time ...We never said goodbye; we never said goodbye. .

(kiss me) [04 May 2005|10:17pm] Ggbdhfgbsdjgvhbjvghkjmbkjfhigrjkr This awkward silence makes me crazy I'll try to kiss you if you let me Tidal waves they rip right through me Tears from eyes worn cold and sad Pick me up now, I need you so bad I missed that song.

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